I have come to conclusion that I need to be more grateful, and I need to express it.
Even though I do not have the things that I want and some of the things that I need, I know that I have been blessed with many amazing things, and that if I continue to improve myself and be the best that I can be that I will be blessed with everything at the right time.
I read an article yesterday about being a grateful person and making sure that you express it. I need to be better at being grateful to what I have been blessed with. I have a tendency to focus on the things that I want but don't have instead of the things that help me through these hard times. Even though I do not have the person that I want in my life, I am so very grateful for the people that I do have. And I need to make sure that they know I am grateful for them!
My goal is to try and be better at recognizing what I have and working toward what I want without dwelling on what I don't have.
I know that this will be hard, and I will still need to be mad sometimes, and vent, but I hope that this will make me a better person, and bring the blessings that I want more than anything in the world.
