I am so frustrated with dating! I just hate all of the games, even if you are trying not to play games they are always there.
When you are interested it is a game of do I text him... if I text him will he text me back... if he doesn't what does that mean... will I drive him crazy if I text/call him too much... how much is too much... is he just busy or not interested... does he like me?!?!
And if you are not interested it is... how do I let him know I'm not interested without hurting him... do I just ignore his texts/calls or do I just tell him I not interested... do I go out with him again just to see even though I dread even the idea of spending another night with him... how do I make sure I don't seem too mean?!?!
I know a lot of this sounds childish, and let's face it, it is, but unfortunately this is what you have to go through in the dating world, and I think the childishness of it is part of what is so frustrating! There doesn't seem to be a way to just let people know what you are thinking. It reminds me of the movie "Hitch" when he is saying that simply telling someone that you like them just doesn't work... so annoying haha!
I have been struggling the last few weeks, and I am just so tired of this! Every time I get my hopes up my heart gets broken, and every time I am not interested I get ridiculed for it. I just want to be done with the games and this stage in my life! I just needed to vent a little, because dating is freaking frustrating!
I do know that it will be worth it in the end, I am just ready for that end to be here haha! ;)
