My week...

This week started out great!

I had a great weekend starting out with a fun date with a fun guy on Friday, we went to dinner and then to the Weber County fair, we mostly just people watched, saw the ATV rodeo (very redneck, but fun haha :), and made a little fun of some of the crazy people. Then Caleb taught me to drive his sweet car! I don't really know how to drive a stick so he decided to teach me. It was a really awesome 1970's Mini Cooper (like one of the real ones from England) I freaking love Mini Coopers, so it was really exciting for me. I did a pretty good job too ;)

Then on Saturday there was a BBQ for all of my friends, even the married ones! I miss my married friends, and unlike some of my single friends I really still like hanging out with them, I just don't get to do it as often anymore. So it was great to see them and spend some time just laughing and talking. I love you guys!

After the BBQ some of us went and watched some UFC fights in our friends backyard, the whole time I was thinking "Why am I here? I hate watching people fight, this is not fun!" But it was fun to spend some time with the friends and do some thing different.

On Sunday there was church, it was a good day there, sometimes I have a hard time with my current ward because it seems like I am there forever, but this time the lessons were great and the day went by quick, which is good because I was of course alone (that part sucks) but it was still good. :)

Then we did the usual group hangout that night, and get this... we actually DIDN'T play volleyball or pingpong, I was amazed! That is all we ever do, and I am so sick of it haha! We played Scum instead, so it was great to laugh and do something different!

The rest of the week has not been so good, it has just been weird and frustrating. Work is good, just the same as always, some fun, some drama haha. Tuesday was kinda a rough day for me, but actually not as rough as I expected it might be. A certain someone got married that day, and knowing that I am not any closer to that than I was the day that we broke up made it hard. But I actually thought about it a lot less than I thought I would, and found that I have pretty much moved on, that feels good! :)

Moving on is very frustrating though! I am so sick of first dates! They are just awkward, and annoying, and not fun! I go on a lot of blind dates, and a lot of first dates, and it seems like it is hard to find someone that things "click" with... and then when I feel that way he doesn't seem to feel the same. Things are just never mutual, and I am sick of it!

I have really enjoyed the last couple of dates I went on, but this guy is one of those that I just can't "read" I can't tell wether he is interested or not, and I just don't know how to figure it out. I guess I just need to be patient and let things play out the way they are supposed to, but I want to know so that I don't have to go on anymore first dates lol!

But it is nice to have people to meet and things to do, I am grateful for that, and I hope that sometime soon all of this will be something that I can just look back on and be grateful it is over (all while cuddling with my sweetheart ;) I know that it is going to happen, but I am frustrated with it right now, I want to be done! :)

Anywho, that has been my fun, weird, frustrating week so far, and I just hope that things get better and better!